Today was my first job at work. My first ever JOB! Teaching or maybe a Lecturer at my own university. It went well. Could be better. Loved ever moment of it. 

My List

I plan to start utilizing my time more effectively.
I want to stop lying unnecessarily.
I have to stop having high hopes.
I need to focus on self development.
I should stop being rude, consciously or otherwise. 
I need self control.
I hate being fickle minded
I should rationalize my decisions.
I MUST avoid being unlike myself.
I need to be more stabilized.
I should kick laziness.

Premonition

I feel very uneasy. I do not know why. Its' just there... like something terrible is about to happen. I almost feel sick to my stomach and all I can sense around me seems like the doom is being invited. I don't if it will fall inside the family or happen outside... to everyone. I hope and pray that anything that is about to take place should be averted and all of us must be safe. 


I still don't feel any better... 

Hyprocrites

I don't like anything any more. I feel really scared and worried sick. How can people just assume for others to be nice? Only God knows the kind of persons they really are. When I see things around me, it shocks me that there exist folks who can do absolute crap! How can they? Don't they know that they are already under a responsibility? How dare they just shun away all that? What will their families assume when they come to hear of this?

It would be outright depressing and sad. Either they should change or their families must never ever figure that they are involved in such @#!$. Unbelievable!

I hate the people in this world. I so hate them sometimes. They don't deserve any kind of compassion from anyone! At ALL! I wish and pray that I never ever, ever meet such characters with such sick temperaments in my life or even be associated with them.