Can't help but...

The picture of you drives me insane,
Oh why in the world it connect to do?
If only it never reached you.
All the pain would have been spared
And all the sleepness nights would have never dared
To burden me or disturb me.
I toss and turn
and lie awake
For though I lack sleep
the nightmares speak.

Do you feel the same way?
For if you do,
Then I deserve your pain along with mine
For I am the reason that makes you whine.

I can't help
But share.

If there is anyway
To make you understand and believe that
I love you,
then this is one way to tell you.

Don't reduce what you have for me
As what I hold for you
I hope is eternal and strong.
Oh how I wish I could just once more
spend ravishing your poems
and plea for an encore.

The wait seems to get longer and harder
As do the affection and fondness get
ardent and fiercer.

I cant't help
But share

My apologies can only more amass
And your forgiveness
Never can it all encompass.

Three words do I leave behind
My reserve for them can never deplete on
All I want to say is
I miss you.
alot