"Speaking out my soul"

Once again after a long time,
Life is going on as usual. Nothing interesting as such. I started my 2nd yr with the same batch mates and the 2nd yrs have now become 3rd yrs. We now also have the 1st yrs along with us. They are sweet and nice. They get along well. They speak well. They interact well. They all seem to be well. So this Wednesday I thought we'd better get on along with some activity and hence I decided to "speak out my soul".
Sometimes it's so bad that u can't jus speak what's on your mind. So usually what I do is vent out all my anger by speaking other things. It's not like anger as such but just wanna speak out the built up frustration or whatever it is in me. Just to start this debate what all I had through. I had to get the permission (am not complaining much about that as I got it easily n smoothly), talking to the girls about it. Their looks and raised eyebrows. God! They like treated me like a freak. I was nearly gonna burst a vein but nope I wouldn't rupture my valuable nerve just for them. Ya rite! A sudden thought of calling off this came into my mind. Why do I have to do things? Why doesn't anyone realize that I love to debate? The first time I heard that we do not have those sort of competitions that we had in school I became upset more like depressed.
Well quickly moving away before the past can overwhelm me now sticking to the present… where was I? Ah yes…I then decided debating is my passion. In this institute that I study holding activities is the only entertainment as bunking is out of the option. I am the only one who knows how much I love debating so I decided that I would never cancel the debate and if I wanna do what I like best then its up to me to do it. When people were more like having a debate over the topics to choose I made up my mind and as soon as the last class got over I decided the topic and made chits to fix on who was for and who against the topic "Can e-education replace classroom teaching?"
To be frank when I expected my friends to help me be there for something I wanted to do I see absolutely no one. At least I learnt that when you wanna do something your heart desires then its up to YOU only to make it possible. I may have learnt it on a small scale but I'm still glad that I did. Hope the day goes well…Wish me luck.