WhO KnOwS mE bEtTeR tHaN mE?

Times are changing me. I guess people are changing me. No wait, people's attitude is changing me? I can't point my finger at something specific but something is triggering me to change (not that I am complaining off). Usually I am the sort of a person that when faced with something crucial and everyone is complaining about it I never open my mouth. Maybe its because I think that the situation will soon wear off and everything will be normal. But nowadays things do not seem to leave me untouched. I used to have a problem with something then I used to complain big time! But then I quit complaining and took some action on the spot. I thought that was a good thing but I thought wrong. It just seems to put me more into a bad light than a good one. Not that I care anymore because come to think of it I used to be more worried as to how people would judge me with every move, every action, every word, every expression, every everything. Then I realized that it was not people who were noticing me but it was myself who was putting me into the spotlight. Then again I decided to change for the better. And now to a certain extent I don't care how people review me. I decided to live for myself and am glad to say that after a few falls and sorrows I can finally see the light!