Videos!

My parents and sisters are watching my engagement video. I stayed till the beginning of the video and later I had to escape. I never felt so embarrassed to see myself and bent down and shy. Makes me feel so uncomfortable. Was it me sitting there all that time while my back and spine hurt so bad that I wanted to scream and run away? How I am ever ever going to manage it in the wedding. God knows how many screaming thoughts I will have to endure before relief comes. 


 Oh God! Make it easy for me. Seriously men should be put to this brutal test.